Thursday, June 18, 2009

an update

thanks to all who have called/emailed/facebooked to inquire how we are doing.

the answer: we're managing. i'm doing a lot of baking. a LOT.

we don't have any answers. the autopsy and testing on max came back normal. i had a complete genetic work up done in october, which also came back normal.

i dream that i am laying down with max a few times a week. sometimes he is in my dreams alone, sometimes his sister joins him. there is always a light in the room, which i think is my mind speaking to our first loss. sometimes i wake up comforted and sometimes i wake up feeling so sad that i don't know if i will make it through the day.

and now i must be off...strawberry bread is coming out of the oven...

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