I feel exactly the same. But I promise not to talk about that.
I will say that today has been beautiful...the sun has finally come for a vacation in Portland.
So I am grateful for that.
And also for having family close by.
And amazing, wonderful, life saving friends. The kind who will cry with you. And bring you delicious meals. And take the girls to the park. And just hold my hand.
And Ambien...I am very, very grateful for Ambien.